My First Kiss

I couldn't sleep tonight so I decided to write down what was keeping me up...

I was watching a korean drama and they mentioned of this character's first kiss and how funny and weird his first kiss was. I recall my first kiss at that moment. My first kiss is not normal either. All these years I've been telling myself I have never had my first kiss. But in truth I had forgotten all about it. I don't think I've ever took this much effort in thinking about my first kiss. That's because I have only been thinking of an ordinary kind of kiss or even an extraordinary kind of kiss. My first kiss was nothing special. Nor was it with someone whom I was in a relationship with. Also, I don't even remember how old I was when I had my first kiss. But I remember  where and how it came about happening. Who my first kiss was shared with. Can you believe that. Things you see in porn or something it's weird thinking back about this. Why am recalling this now? How I came to even know of kissing or making out? It is shocking to know just how much others influenced me. Not peer pressure. But they introduce the world of sexuality to me. I was but a kid.